I was a member of the Baha’i faith and Finally I resigned from membership in the Faith.
The suggestion I might view the members of Baha’u’llah‘s family who were condemned as covenant breakers as victims, whereas in reality they must be seen as villains.
I believe that all of you respected member s of the German NSA and probably the overwhelming majority – if not all – members of the Baha’i administration anywhere on the planet, personally want to create only peace and goodwill in accord with the spiritual laws of God. Therefore you, so I assume, became or stayed Baha’i.
My mind feels puzzled over how on earth is this possible: Nine distinguished people, all very articulate and definitely bright. All with softness in their eyes and loving, lovely smiling faces. But all seem held captive of an invisible iron fist, an automatic unreflected program, perhaps like a computer virus incapacitating their powers of logic, but only at a certain point. Otherwise their logic functions well and they use it well too. They use it to protect the axiomatic, dogmatic complex of Baha’u’llah’s divinity in word and deed to the degree of factual interchangeability of God and Baha’u’llah and the resulting infallibility of the successive leadership. They cling to it and make it their virtue not to deviate from it and they really believe God wants them to be like that.
Fact is there is plenty of scripture to back this up: Baha’u’llah and Abd’ul Baha wrote in no uncertain terms about wanting to be uncontested leaders, expecting complete obedience, threatening truants with spiritual disaster.
However in his life Baha’u’llah acted so terribly incongruent with the revelation. He himself wasn’t aware of this, I believe. Therefore he couldn’t understand that people opposed him. Consequently he condemned them as enemies of God showing that on one side he identified God with himself completely and on the other side that he was mistaken for doing that.
Now we are faced with an interesting dilemma. What are the possible options here?
Did God permit such a situation or was God powerless? Did it happen with or against God’s consent?
Is it possible that God – for the time an earthly manifestation exists – is almost held hostage and dependent on that personage? – No, I thought, I don’t believe that.
Finally I want to ask for my membership in the faith to be canceled.
I do this not because I disbelieve in Baha’u’llah as a manifestation of God, but because I view the entire structure of the Baha’i Faith, the way it presently works as a religious organization, as not belonging to the component of divine truth and pure light within Baha’u’llah‘s legacy.
